Im trying

Im really trying hard to put words on the feelings that i got, but everything is just so weird! Im gonna be back in Denmark in a couple of days, and my life is gonna be back to ''normal'' like before my year away. Well, my way of normal sure changed after this year- no partying with alcohol, curfew, just go to bed at 11, nothing with boys.. But im not saying its bad, i guess i just learned a whole new side of life. There is more than sex, drugs and rock'n'roll. Oh man, i miss you monticello people already, and marci you are worse than everybody else! I just feel so sad, like i really tried to be all happy about life like usual, but i just wish you were here with me, so we can have fun together, cause it all just kinda feels like im on vacation, just without all my girls, and that is all just too weird for me. I wish that on monday, instead of flying ot denmark, i could fly back to cortez and come back home.. Home to mom, dad, marci, macee and easton, and aaaaaall my girls , and homies. :')