Im trying

Im really trying hard to put words on the feelings that i got, but everything is just so weird! Im gonna be back in Denmark in a couple of days, and my life is gonna be back to ''normal'' like before my year away. Well, my way of normal sure changed after this year- no partying with alcohol, curfew, just go to bed at 11, nothing with boys.. But im not saying its bad, i guess i just learned a whole new side of life. There is more than sex, drugs and rock'n'roll. Oh man, i miss you monticello people already, and marci you are worse than everybody else! I just feel so sad, like i really tried to be all happy about life like usual, but i just wish you were here with me, so we can have fun together, cause it all just kinda feels like im on vacation, just without all my girls, and that is all just too weird for me. I wish that on monday, instead of flying ot denmark, i could fly back to cortez and come back home.. Home to mom, dad, marci, macee and easton, and aaaaaall my girls , and homies. :')

This is like gonna be the weirdest thing ever , my mom is coming tomorrow night. Yeah , my danish/dutch mom is gonna come to America and meet my American family, how weird is that gonna be. Mm, it probably doesnt sound that weird to you , but it really does to me though. This is America my place, and now she comes and is here too . But gosh, I just love her to death, so Im kinda excited for her to come, so i can show her everything.. Everything that is like in the movies and stuff, thats gonna be awesome. Love you momS ..

Okay , i dont know . I just want Marci to know that i love her, even though she was a little grumpy last night, and after just jumped out of my bed, and went to your own. <- That seriously broke my heart, lol. Jk. So i love you ! :)

About time

Okay , so i finally decided to get a blog, it was about time, wasnt it? Now i just need to work on actualy post something, but that shouldnt be too hard, now that summer is here, and everybody works. ( Oh, that is a thing that is weird to me, in europe; as soon as summer vacation is there people quit there job, and start partying, here in Utah, everybody starts working like crazy. *especially you Marci Dawn, that doesnt make me happy, :) love ya .) Anyways, as i was saying, it shouldnt be too hard, since im probably gonna be bored anyways. Like right now, im not tired at all, but i guess its only eleven, but the whole house fell asleep at like 9.30.
There is something that really makes me sad right now; its gonna be Bibis last day in America tomorrow. She leaves at like 4 in the morning on tuesday, but we are all gonan sleep on the tramp with her, and go to cortez ! Man, im gonna miss her like crazy. She is just my love, and that is never gonna change ! I love you , bibi !! Gosh, okay . i better start drinking a lot of water, cause im gonna be dry after tomorrow, im gonna cry like a little baby ! Okay , not now though, so im gonna go and leave it with this !!