6 HOURS

Im sooooo excited !!
Like im turning 18 in like 6 hours! But its not like anything is gonna change, i just think its sooo exciting. Finally i can say that im doing styff legally! Like going to clubs, and buy tobacco (Denmark just changed the law, indstead of 16 you have to be 18 to buy it now), so i can laugh so hard when friends ask me if i wanna buy their cigarettes, cause they arent old enough. And im old enough to drive ! AWESOME! haha, it kinda sucks, cause im gonna fail the first test, then ill probably have to retry like 3 months later, so its gonna take awhile! But my party is gonna be awesome tomorrow !

You know

You know that songs where it says, ''i live for the weekends i live for hardstyle''. I guess im getting to old for that, even though i have friends that are 22 and still live at home, with a jo that sucks, and get wasted in the weekends, have a bad hang over day with chips, soda, and big burgers and fries, and watch tv all, day then start drinking as soon as you get a little better, then go sleep at somebodys else place again, and wake up the next morning and waiting for the person with a car to get souber enough to take you home, take a shower, cause shower at somebodys else place isnt too nice, and then go anf fight the homework with the hangover over the toilet.. Yeah, i dont want that, i wanna have a life when im 22, i wanna be out of the house, and do my own thing, and not sit around all weekend doing nothing ! Mm, yeah .. I dunno, we'll have to see what my life turns out to be..

School

Well, i survived my frst week of school. We got a great welcom from the seniors! Now that im a freshmen they are really after us, we got a great welcom with a big banner; Welcom to hell. mm, lots of clapping and singing, but as far as i can tell its not in the good way. Well, so far im not on the waterlist yet, so extra water for me is right now not a worry. But i gotta say i kinda miss the american school system, in a weird way. And american people are lot more nicer it took me a whole week to get the girl next to me to talk like a was a human. And i miss the morning rutine with breakfast and all, where are the pancakes, frensh toast and biscuit with grevy, huh?

Beach

Mm, i really dont know what to say anymore. But im excited to start school, and start my driverlicense and all, then i really get something to do, instead of just partying. It gets kinda, i dunno, boring i guess.

Home in DK

Okay , so im home in Denmark .. Its weird, but i guess i just need to give it some time, so thats what im trying to do. What else can i do ..

Im trying

Im really trying hard to put words on the feelings that i got, but everything is just so weird! Im gonna be back in Denmark in a couple of days, and my life is gonna be back to ''normal'' like before my year away. Well, my way of normal sure changed after this year- no partying with alcohol, curfew, just go to bed at 11, nothing with boys.. But im not saying its bad, i guess i just learned a whole new side of life. There is more than sex, drugs and rock'n'roll. Oh man, i miss you monticello people already, and marci you are worse than everybody else! I just feel so sad, like i really tried to be all happy about life like usual, but i just wish you were here with me, so we can have fun together, cause it all just kinda feels like im on vacation, just without all my girls, and that is all just too weird for me. I wish that on monday, instead of flying ot denmark, i could fly back to cortez and come back home.. Home to mom, dad, marci, macee and easton, and aaaaaall my girls , and homies. :')

This is like gonna be the weirdest thing ever , my mom is coming tomorrow night. Yeah , my danish/dutch mom is gonna come to America and meet my American family, how weird is that gonna be. Mm, it probably doesnt sound that weird to you , but it really does to me though. This is America my place, and now she comes and is here too . But gosh, I just love her to death, so Im kinda excited for her to come, so i can show her everything.. Everything that is like in the movies and stuff, thats gonna be awesome. Love you momS ..